if i were a boy!!!!

i heard this song over the radio one time and i just can't stop singing it!!!
i guess i can relate to every word found in the lyrics! here goes!!!


If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it
Because they’d stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone its broken
So they think
that I was sleeping alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waiting for me to come home (to come home)

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted (wanted)
Cause he’s taken you for granted (granted)
And everything you had got destroyed

It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong


But you're just a boy
You don’t understand (yea you don’t understand)
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you’ll wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you've taken her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy…

&^@&$%#$

how long will it go on like this!!!


*bow*

sembreak almost over!

In less than a week we'll be back, walking along those corridors
bringing bags, books, and all those materials the teacher required,
sitting on those plastic arm chairs and listening to those
very interesting to the very boring lectures of the teachers.

In less than a week that place will be filled with students from
different places, students with different personality and interest
yet bound together by a a very particular course, the reason why they are there
and that is NURSING!

In less than a week another semester will start, another set of migraines, sleepless nights,
cramming days!

I guess it's time to say goodbye to Sembreak and say hello to 2nd Sem.!

God bless to all the students out there!!!!

mixed emotions!

woke up today feeling happy, sad, scared, angry!
got butterflies in my stomach!
want it all out of me!
just want to wake up feeling satisfied with everything!

i'm happy and i don't know why
i'm sad i don't know what's wrong
i'm scared i don't know what i'm scared of
i'm angry i don't know to what extent!

i feel like something's wrong with this whole set up
i just can't seem to find "that"!
my instinct's killing me!
it's starting to work again!
i'm scared coz every time it works it's 95% right!

someday i'll find truth to all this lies!

october 25

Jesse's birthday! :0!!!!

i gave him a perfume from addidas...:)

he took the first flight home yesterday morning and went back to manila (last flight) last night.
we went to their farm, ate lunch together and spent the whole afternoon together...
an afternoon i didn't want to end!
haaaaaay! :)

things that happend before until my birthday!

after the 3 nights and three days of partying and Maskara celebration, i celebrated my 20th birthday! i had so much fun that i didn't want that day to end!!!! here's what i did the whole week end up to my birthday!

Friday October 17,2008
- i watched the opening of the Maskara festival on TV
- i had Ballet classes from 5:30 pm to 8:30 pm
- we went out with some nurses, "Night out"
- went home around 12 MN

Saturday October 18, 2008
- Slept the whole morning!
- stayed in the house the whole afternoon
- went out around 8:30 pm
- went to Sorrento and partied the whole night till 4 am!
- went home "DRUNK!" around 4 am

Sunday October 19, 2008
- slept the whole morning
- got acidic from drinking that night!
- hang over!
- stayed home whole afternoon!
- went to SM carpark and watched the Drumbeat Competition around 8:30 pm
- Fireworks display!
- closing party
- went home around 3 am

Monday October 20,2008
-woke up early coz Jesse arrived from manila
- we went to get the new puppy "IVA"
- we went to Bob's Restaurant for lunch (met up with some of my friends from Ballet Philippines who went to Bacolod for the Maskara festival)
-rest the whole afternoon, ate ice cream, went around Bacolod... blablabla
- i had ballet classes from 5:30-8:00 pm
- dinner date with Jesse... hehehe
- went to Calea for dessert
- went home around 11:30 pm

Tuesday October 21,2008 "MY BIRTHDAY!!"
-slept the whole morning coz Jesse went to the farm
-had lunch with the family and friends
-spent my whole afternoon with Jesse
- had my ballet classes from 5:00-9:30 pm
- went home and found out somebody stole Pixie! huhuhuh

GIFTS GIFTS GIFTS!
* my mom bought me the sandals i was dying to have!!! thanks momyyy!!!!
*Jesse gave his unexpected gift!!! ipod classic 120 GB! now i can listen to music or watch my favorite movies wherever i go incase i get bored!!!



couldn't stop enjoying until the night of my birthday when i found out my dog's missing coz some heartless kid stole her! i guess sometimes after all those raging emotions of happiness, being extatic, and being on cloud nine, the Lord has his own way of calming you down and bringing you back to reality... i miss PIXIE! i miss my naughty and wise puppy! the puppy who made me laugh all the time, who's always ready to greet me with a bark and a lick everytime i arrive... the house is a little quiet now that she's no longer around... i just hope whoever that kid was, he'll take care of her the way i took care of pixie... :'(

new baby!!!

it's been a long time since my last post... for the past few days i couldn't even just caress the keyboard coz my mom's using it for her NCLEX review!
thank God now i can have my turn with the computer! yahoooo!

what have i been doing for the past days... hmmmmm

sem.break's here, boring long days! i wish classes will start early for 2nd sem.!
i miss being busy! i miss waking up early in the morning and prepare myself for a 7:00 am class....

i'm now reading the 4th book of Stephanie Meyer "BREAKING DAWN"
imagine how boring long days can turn a "use to be" book hater into a "Book worm"! i can't stop reading books! hahaha my mom thinks it's good, i think it's creepy! hahahaha

last Wednesday Jesse bought this cute dalmatian pup,something we can take care together! hahahah we named her Iva! here's some of her pictures! :)
she lookes like a panda! hehehehe