mixed emotions!

woke up today feeling happy, sad, scared, angry!
got butterflies in my stomach!
want it all out of me!
just want to wake up feeling satisfied with everything!

i'm happy and i don't know why
i'm sad i don't know what's wrong
i'm scared i don't know what i'm scared of
i'm angry i don't know to what extent!

i feel like something's wrong with this whole set up
i just can't seem to find "that"!
my instinct's killing me!
it's starting to work again!
i'm scared coz every time it works it's 95% right!

someday i'll find truth to all this lies!