Saturday, June 14, 2008
boring day
i sat down, looked at the window and
contemplated on what to do after receiving that news
they kept telling me to text him
part of me just don't want to do that
why?
coz why would i waste my time texting someone who
doesn't even care!
yes, it was a sad news, made me cry
but i can't do anything anymore
that person didn't even want to communicate
so forget about it... duh!
so to those who said "cheen, text that person, show that person you care"
i did, what did i get in reply, "don't worry about me... blablabla"
FINE!
it's not hard to show someone you care...
what's hard is,accepting the fact that after showing you care that person
didn't even give a DAMN that you cared!
diba ka stupid!
so ! that's the end of it!
oh, diba boring! hahahah
fragile!
Six thoughts at once I can't focus on one
Seven days a week but my life has just begun
So caught in emotion and I'm overcome
As I'm falling down I come undone
Sometimes I feel like I'm alone
Sometimes I feel like I'm not that strong
Sometimes I feel so frail so small
Sometimes I feel vulnerable
Sometimes I feel a little fragile
A little fragile
In six thousand years what will this mean
Words from the heart or a melody
So caught in emotion and I'm overcome
As I'm falling down I come undone
Sometimes I feel like I'm alone
Sometimes I feel like I'm not that strong
Sometimes I feel nothing at all
Sometimes I feel vulnerable
Sometimes I feel a little fragile
A little fragile
If people can see right through my eyes
Like an open door that I can't disguise
I won't be afraid from the tears I cry
I'll not run I'll not hide this is how I feel inside
A little fragile
A little fragile
Sometimes I feel like I'm alone
Sometimes I feel like I'm not that strong
Sometimes I feel so frail so small
Sometimes I feel vulnerable
Sometimes I feel a little fragile
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
grabbed this from prince
Reunion with Cheenee
Upon receiving a text message from Cheenee (my sis in UPS) that she is in Dumaguete, I was so excited to meet her and talk to her once again.
She really look good and sexy as she was wearing her light blue shirt and kinky shorts. We talk about a lot of things. Although, we haven't seen each other for quite some time, we still have the bond we had way back then. I really miss her and was happy so her again!
Allow me to tell how i knew cheenee way back before we become brothers and sisters in the same organization:
It was Clint Ordoyo, a good friend of mine and happened to be Cheenee's boyfriend in 2005, introduced me to her. Then I later knew that she was residing in the same dormitory with my crush. Then i tried to befriend her and ask her help for my courting-plans. After then, I later knew she entered a fraternity/Sorority named Upsilon Phi Sigma. She recruited me but I refused to. (was a creepy anti-frat by that time).
I had to admit that I had a crush on her before. hehehe (she knows). heehhe
It was when I decided to join the same organization that I really knew Cheenee and became one of my closest sis in the organization.
BACKTRACKS...... Cheenee left dumaguete after the closing of the first semester of 2007. She happened to be the Grand Archon of Upsilon Phi Sigma.
The picture above was taken when I visit Cheenee in her dance troupe practices at the Luce auditorium. As to the date..... i forgot!
Do you have what it takes?
- Do you take regularly scheduled ballet classes?
- Have you been taking ballet classes for two years, and take no less than three classes per year?
- Are you physically strong? The toes must be able to hold your entire body weight, which is normally distributed to your whole foot.
- Do you have the ability to enunciate your feet? Such as tendus and frappes where the foot itself needs to be flexible and strong.
- Do you have a solid knowledge base of the basics and of the vocabulary? You should also be able to execute at least one pirouette in the center.
- Do you have the ability to attain and hold your balance? For example, in a Releves you should be able to hit your balance and hold it.
- Are you competent in remembering simple combinations, and executing them?
- Are your plies soft and elastic?
Monday, June 9, 2008
brain wave
would it be wrong to explore the other side of it all?
the other side of myself in which i thought i would not want to touch?
it could be possible you know....
the feeling of not wanting to be with him but her...
get the picture?
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
i Miss my Upsilon family! (silliman chapter)
My Upsilon phi sigma family have had contributed a lot of stories in my life... from the day i had my services to the day i survived even until now. i have seen Upsilon Phi sigma "Silliman" chapter grow for three years. I've witnessed some of it's ups and downs over the years, people criticizing, rumors here and there, dreams and goals we reached and did not reach, some heartaches and anger between brods and sis, etc. etc. etc. but i never saw UPS fall! instead it even grew stronger and better.
I have to admit, i may not have spent most of my time with them due to some extra curricular activities like, the dancetroupe, dorm activities, BF! hahaha but i want every UPSILONIAN here on earth to keep in mind that i never regret joining the brotherhood and sisterhood bond of this frat/sor! i have always treasured the things they have done for me and others!
UPSILON PHI SIGMA no. 1 in Silliman, i am proud to be your sis! love you all and i'll see you soon! mwahz!
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