be like this!

Don't let yourself be stopped by anything from doing
what you have always wanted.
We are all afraid of not fitting in to this world,
of not being accepted.
BUT, it only takes for you to look around
and figure out
that you are surrounded by people
who loves you unconditionally.
Feel free to make mistakes
because even if you shrug them away,
the people who love you will always choose to
STAY! :)

a beautiful morning!

woke up today...
with a smile on my face...
my cell phone on my hand...
and a message from a friend
who cares...

i'm so blessed to have friends like them...
they keep my hopes UP!
during those times when i feel no one cares?
they're always there!
ready to lend a hand...

truly God had his way of punishing and rewarding people...
i had been punished, and now i'm rewarded
rewarded with friends who treasure and value our friendship!
i have everything in life... and i'm satisfied!


may GOD bless you the same way he has blessed me!

PIA Nationwide News Releases

Dance troupe joins China arts festival

Dumaguete City (6 November) -- The Silliman University Kahayag Dance Troupe (SUKDT) will represent the country in 9th Nanning International Folk Song Arts Festival in Guangxi, Mainland China on October 28 to 31.

Organized for eight straight years, the Nanning International Folk Song Arts Festival has become one of the most famous cultural events in China. SUKDT is the only group invited from the Philippines.

Seven students comprise the SUKDT delegation to the festival: Naddie Orillana, Aljana Alicia Limuaco, Claudio Ramos II, Brian Lee Celeste, Engel Boen Zerna, Aiken Quipot and Richu John Kung. SUKDT is headed by Dance Director Ronnie Mirabuena. (PIA/JCT)

something for an old bestfriend "CLINT"

This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
No, no, no

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it
But you kept me in line
I didn't know why
You didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through

All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show
Because you loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today
Face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by

And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say

Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

You never got a chance to see
How good I've done
And you never got to
See me back at number one
I wish that you were here
To celebrate together
I wish that we could
Spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to
Tuck me in at night
With the teddy bear you gave me
That I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact
You're gone forever

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by

And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say

Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye, bye.

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by

And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say

Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

reflect on it!

last night a friend texted me around 11pm...
he told me, he was being talked about in their college,and that he couldn't take it anymore...
don't wanna mention the name of the college where he belongs, coz i didn't have his permission...
i know those girls/boys who, he said started the whole blab... I don't wanna pinpoint anyone,so i wanna generalize it...


to those Girls/Boys starting the gossip: stop minding some other people's business, you're just making it clear to all the people how cheap your are and stupid... instead of blabbing things about that guy/girl why don't you try blabbing things about yourself in that way you can help yourself GET A LIFE you deserve! get it?! you are clearly showing insecurities and you think that blabbing bout that guy/girl will heal those insecurities,truth is, you just don't realize it now but those insecurities are growing and growing everytime you blab, and it's getting clearer and clearer! so if i were you, if i hate that guy/girl you keep blabbing about, i'll just hush and leave it to the people to judge him...

to the guy they keep blabbing about: don't waste your time on those blabber mouths... you know yourself better than they do, reacting to those gossips will just give them room for their insecurities to grow, instead help them, don't mind every word that comes out of their mouth, practice the so called being "manhid" but in a good way... keep your head on those books and study or keep yourself busy, in that way your mind will be very occupied that you won't have time to listen to rumors... let it pass, if it's a rumor it'll just fade away if you won't mind it... if you think they're destroying your reputation just think, maybe they are threatened by your reputation... bottom line, don't stoop down to their level of insecurities, you still have your whole life to prove to the people that what they're blabbing about are wrong, only God can take that opportunity from you, so don't waste every second of it and start now, and don't forget to PRAY! it helps alot... :)


to those reading this, the victims, the suspects, the blabber mouths, the insecure, etc...
think of yourself first, look at yourselves in the mirror...
do you think you deserve such treatment?
do you think you are perfect enough to ruin some other person's reputation?
are you sure that if you blab about that person, no one's blabbing bout you?
always put yourself in his or her situation...
"DO UNTO OTHERS WHAT YOU WANT OTHERS TO DO UNTO YOU"
think about it and reflect...

gossip is fun but set limitations as to the level of gossip, don't get carried away by gossip coz you won't get anything good in return, what you'll be getting are backstabbers backstabbing you... your friends in particular, if your a backstabber your friends are too..
"BIRDS OF THE SAME FEATHERS, FLOCK TOGETHER"
tested and proven! 100% true!
"YOU ARE WHAT YOUR FRIENDS ARE", coz you attract people who are LIKE you!

while waiting for my class!

i'm sitting here infront of the computer
inside the library...
shivering coz it's cold...
listening to musics from the i.pod...
rubbing my hands...
minding my own business...

it's raining and everything's wet...
the grass, street,my hair,my top...
i love it!
i love it!
i love the weather!

keep up the GOOD work GOD! hehehe

woke up @ the wrong side of the bed

Woke up today feeling down...

emotions rushing...

happy...gloomy...irritated...depression again?!
i'm sick, i'm sick, i'm sick

a day in school would be nice...

i will soon leave for school and hope

for all this rushing emotions

to disappear and will never come back! (i wish)

it's part of life,people feel down, people get depressed

it's normal. Here i go again, the optimistic

me is trying to yak it all away...

you know what helps?

a prayer and a cold glass of milk!

i'll go get one now...☻

escape from reality!

shakin some booty!

sexy back!

fashion show?move that booty!

damn!

hugs and kisses!

in uniform!

some privacy pls! hahahacar car car! beepbeepbeep!

boring day

i sat down, looked at the window and
contemplated on what to do after receiving that news
they kept telling me to text him
part of me just don't want to do that
why?
coz why would i waste my time texting someone who
doesn't even care!

yes, it was a sad news, made me cry
but i can't do anything anymore
that person didn't even want to communicate
so forget about it... duh!

so to those who said "cheen, text that person, show that person you care"
i did, what did i get in reply, "don't worry about me... blablabla"
FINE!

it's not hard to show someone you care...
what's hard is,accepting the fact that after showing you care that person
didn't even give a DAMN that you cared!
diba ka stupid!
so ! that's the end of it!

oh, diba boring! hahahah

fragile!

Six thoughts at once I can't focus on one
Seven days a week but my life has just begun
So caught in emotion and I'm overcome
As I'm falling down I come undone

Sometimes I feel like I'm alone
Sometimes I feel like I'm not that strong
Sometimes I feel so frail so small
Sometimes I feel vulnerable
Sometimes I feel a little fragile
A little fragile

In six thousand years what will this mean
Words from the heart or a melody
So caught in emotion and I'm overcome
As I'm falling down I come undone

Sometimes I feel like I'm alone
Sometimes I feel like I'm not that strong
Sometimes I feel nothing at all
Sometimes I feel vulnerable
Sometimes I feel a little fragile
A little fragile

If people can see right through my eyes
Like an open door that I can't disguise
I won't be afraid from the tears I cry
I'll not run I'll not hide this is how I feel inside
A little fragile
A little fragile

Sometimes I feel like I'm alone
Sometimes I feel like I'm not that strong
Sometimes I feel so frail so small
Sometimes I feel vulnerable
Sometimes I feel a little fragile

grabbed this from prince

Reunion with Cheenee

Upon receiving a text message from Cheenee (my sis in UPS) that she is in Dumaguete, I was so excited to meet her and talk to her once again.

She really look good and sexy as she was wearing her light blue shirt and kinky shorts. We talk about a lot of things. Although, we haven't seen each other for quite some time, we still have the bond we had way back then. I really miss her and was happy so her again!

Allow me to tell how i knew cheenee way back before we become brothers and sisters in the same organization:

It was Clint Ordoyo, a good friend of mine and happened to be Cheenee's boyfriend in 2005, introduced me to her. Then I later knew that she was residing in the same dormitory with my crush. Then i tried to befriend her and ask her help for my courting-plans. After then, I later knew she entered a fraternity/Sorority named Upsilon Phi Sigma. She recruited me but I refused to. (was a creepy anti-frat by that time).

I had to admit that I had a crush on her before. hehehe (she knows). heehhe
It was when I decided to join the same organization that I really knew Cheenee and became one of my closest sis in the organization.

BACKTRACKS...... Cheenee left dumaguete after the closing of the first semester of 2007. She happened to be the Grand Archon of Upsilon Phi Sigma.

The picture above was taken when I visit Cheenee in her dance troupe practices at the Luce auditorium. As to the date..... i forgot!

Do you have what it takes?

Are You Ready for Pointe Work?
Important questions to ask yourself...

1. Do you take regularly scheduled ballet classes?
2. Have you been taking ballet classes for two years, and take no less than three classes per year?
3. Are you physically strong? The toes must be able to hold your entire body weight, which is normally distributed to your whole foot.
4. Do you have the ability to enunciate your feet? Such as tendus and frappes where the foot itself needs to be flexible and strong.
5. Do you have a solid knowledge base of the basics and of the vocabulary? You should also be able to execute at least one pirouette in the center.
6. Do you have the ability to attain and hold your balance? For example, in a Releves you should be able to hit your balance and hold it.
7. Are you competent in remembering simple combinations, and executing them?
8. Are your plies soft and elastic?

brain wave

would it be wrong to explore the other side of it all?
the other side of myself in which i thought i would not want to touch?
it could be possible you know....


the feeling of not wanting to be with him but her...

get the picture?

i Miss my Upsilon family! (silliman chapter)

My Upsilon phi sigma family have had contributed a lot of stories in my life... from the day i had my services to the day i survived even until now. i have seen Upsilon Phi sigma "Silliman" chapter grow for three years. I've witnessed some of it's ups and downs over the years, people criticizing, rumors here and there, dreams and goals we reached and did not reach, some heartaches and anger between brods and sis, etc. etc. etc. but i never saw UPS fall! instead it even grew stronger and better.

I have to admit, i may not have spent most of my time with them due to some extra curricular activities like, the dancetroupe, dorm activities, BF! hahaha but i want every UPSILONIAN here on earth to keep in mind that i never regret joining the brotherhood and sisterhood bond of this frat/sor! i have always treasured the things they have done for me and others!

UPSILON PHI SIGMA no. 1 in Silliman, i am proud to be your sis! love you all and i'll see you soon! mwahz!