hate it!

sometimes you just have to listen to both sides of the story, to prevent yourself from judging the wrong person!

i'm in this situation wherein some people judge me because of what happened to me... you might be wondering what happened? let's just say, sometimes we do things without thinking of the consequences, or maybe we know the consequences yet we leave it aside coz as of the moment we like what we are doing and we feel good about it that we forget everything that might happen months after, then a big blow happens to us and how we wish we could go back in time and correct everything but we know we can never do that, we'll end up blaming ourself for everything, hurting ourself coz how we wish we never did that! here's a question we need to ask ourself "do you think regrets comes first?" sometimes things happens for a reason, i know this experience will help me be strong for more challenges to come in the near future...

bottom line... after what happened to me i thought he would be there to comfort me, instead he left me alone he never said a word to comfort me after everything... then i heard rumors about me and stories that ruined my reputation! to those who think i'm bad, why don't you try to listen to my side of the story in that way you can stop yourself from judging me and weigh things better! stop judging a person because you heard his side of the story! he was not even there when this things happened!

what if!

Here I stand alone
With this weight upon my heart
And it will not go away
In my head I keep on looking back
Right back to the start
Wondering what it was that made you change

Well I tried
But I had to draw the line
And still this question keeps on spinning in my mind

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know

Many roads to take
Some to joy
Some to heart-ache
Anyone can lose their way
And if I said that we could turn it back
Right back to the start
Would you take the chance and make the change

Do you think how it would have been sometimes
Do you pray that I'd never left your side

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know

If only we could turn the hands of time
If I could take you back would you still be mine

so near yet so far

all alone on a friday morning

can't stop thinking of you

wish i could hold you

hug you tight

and never let you go

guess for now i'll just keep on dreaming

dreaming of you

holding me

hugging me tight

and not letting go

memories of the past keeps haunting me

why did i ever let you go?

thought you were just one of them

you prove me wrong

after what you did

instead of pushing me away

you made me long for your love

more and more each day

i will wait

don't care how long

it's you my heart wants

it's you my heart needs

it's you i want to spend my life with!

mwah!! :)

pictures!

hayahay
china opening night
me and anjie
dinner time in china
me and my bestfriend!!!!

me and aiken
me
us in china
performing in china
me and precy ROTC ball

bored!

it's 9:30 in the morning and i'm bored...
i think i'll grab something to eat...
or maybe not...


I i'm not good in writing usually i express my feelings through dancing, i have friends who are good in writing i envy them, how i wish i could write like them, but then every person has his/her own way of expressing things i may not be able to express it in writing but i sure can express it in dancing... guess i'll be practising my writing skills with the help of this blogsite... for the next days or months i'll start writing anything i feel like writing... :)

introduction

finally a place i call my own... now i can start writing stories and things i want to write! yahoooooo!