goodbyes sucks!

i have had a lot of goodbyes in my life
that it's hard for me to keep track
some of them i had my regrets on...
some, made me happy i did say those words...
and some, i just had to say goodbye...
whatever those reasons be
i hope in time you'll realize
things happen for a reason
whatever those reasons be
God knows

so for now
i just laugh at those goodbyes
cry over it
utter cruel words because of it
curse the people who say it
and forgive those who regret saying it...

alang magawa! hehehe

my life

feelings

it's a cool Friday morning... love the weather!

my stomach is crying out!
hunger strikes again!
i guess i'll go and grab something to eat
wanna join?
i could cook scrambled eggs with tomato and cheese
or corned beef with potato, still have some potato i guess
i could open a can of sausage cook it with garlic and onions
or better yet open the can of tuna my dad bought
and cook it with garlic and onions! yeah
think i'm going to do it right now!
i'll be back! :)

my name

boredom strikes again!

i'm sitting on my chair
looking up, hoping to see you
all i can see are stairs
and people i once new

i wonder if your thinking of me
wondering ho i almost had you
but all that flew away
all in one day...

i guess we weren't meant to be
i guess all those thoughts were just me
that i liked you
and you liked me

here's one thing i want you to know
all those things made me glow
i hope someday you'll realize
letting you go bring tears to my eyes!

hate it!

sometimes you just have to listen to both sides of the story, to prevent yourself from judging the wrong person!

i'm in this situation wherein some people judge me because of what happened to me... you might be wondering what happened? let's just say, sometimes we do things without thinking of the consequences, or maybe we know the consequences yet we leave it aside coz as of the moment we like what we are doing and we feel good about it that we forget everything that might happen months after, then a big blow happens to us and how we wish we could go back in time and correct everything but we know we can never do that, we'll end up blaming ourself for everything, hurting ourself coz how we wish we never did that! here's a question we need to ask ourself "do you think regrets comes first?" sometimes things happens for a reason, i know this experience will help me be strong for more challenges to come in the near future...

bottom line... after what happened to me i thought he would be there to comfort me, instead he left me alone he never said a word to comfort me after everything... then i heard rumors about me and stories that ruined my reputation! to those who think i'm bad, why don't you try to listen to my side of the story in that way you can stop yourself from judging me and weigh things better! stop judging a person because you heard his side of the story! he was not even there when this things happened!

what if!

Here I stand alone
With this weight upon my heart
And it will not go away
In my head I keep on looking back
Right back to the start
Wondering what it was that made you change

Well I tried
But I had to draw the line
And still this question keeps on spinning in my mind

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know

Many roads to take
Some to joy
Some to heart-ache
Anyone can lose their way
And if I said that we could turn it back
Right back to the start
Would you take the chance and make the change

Do you think how it would have been sometimes
Do you pray that I'd never left your side

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know

If only we could turn the hands of time
If I could take you back would you still be mine